Lunge or languish

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I’ve been shooting and not showing. Partly because, with the exception of the owl tattoo, nothing here is brand new. I do recommend that you join the Kooqla group and snap up the many gifts still available. The makeup you see here comes in a pack with a white variation. Both are beautiful in-world.  Continue reading

A little racy

ponyplay When I think of pony play I feel exhausted. I find neither training nor sustained physical exertion erotic. It is the case that I can appreciate the aesthetics of the transformed body—at least as described by Molly Weatherfield in Safe Word—but I can’t imagine ever having that kind of body or eating the apples that go with it. That said, Cameron Vasiliov’s Dark Horse jumpsuit for B.D.R. inspired me to take a run at a pony-girl costume. Each of the colours available for sale comes with a HUD allowing you to combine the colour in eight different ways with black. The outfit allows for Lolas but Hedda left her hers at the barn for the milking machines to play with. All the pony gear is free on Marketplace, as detailed below. Continue reading

Girl meets mask

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It turns out that I am afraid of masks. As much as I struggle to scrounge up a new skin for every post, I am loath to cover Portia’s face. It feels profoundly dehumanizing. Since I’m still on my D/S tear, however, I figured I could try working MetaTheodora’s Foundling mask into a humiliation scenario. What would it be like to wake up alone in a damp, cavernous space, locked into a heavy mask? Trying at some moments to make out the words on the mask, fingers tracing the lines. Trying at others to find a door without being hobbled by your heels, without tripping over trash or tumbling into boxes. Thinking the text must be in code and then realizing it’s Latin. Something you forgot about after highschool. The mask, which bears a line from a poem by Lucretius, is available now at the Fantasy Gacha Carnival. Oddly, although I found a translation of the line the other day on a handy website, I cannot find one now. No res is being revealed in this post.
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Portia’s Loordes of London corset and leg tattoo are prizes in the Sexy and I Know it Hunt 2. The divine puppeteer tat inspired me to visit Dr. Kit’s Bondage Puppet Theater, where Portia may still be in a box when I’m not looking.

Credits to creators
MetaTheodora, Foundling Mask – LUCRETIUS (Common) (at Fantasy Gacha Carnival; ty Sian!)
Loordes of London-Moulin Rouge Corset-#5-M and undies (1L or 5L? in the Sexy and I Know it Hunt 2)
Love Zombie – Marionette Tattoo (1L or 5L? in the Sexy and I Know it Hunt 2)
Essences – Luaflor *lait* blonde (old TDRF skin I think)
BowChicka – Purismo 2 – *B* – Brushed Gold for Slink High Feet (same pack has medium feet version; these are colour change)
*{Junbug}* Freyja’s Collar – Night -(not too old gacha)
Pure Poison – Locked Hand Cuff (VIP group gift; fee to join)
Slink, Avatar Enhancement Hands – Casual
Slink, Female Feet (AvEnhance) XS – High

Take this longing

patience It’s that end-of-the-month moment when everything’s been blogged but one still has the itch. It’s time to love the lull, to sit very very still before the next round of events begins. Knowing there will be a new flood come May 1st does nothing to relax me today. Indeed, the chaos of too many choices could sink me. I must take pictures now, while the fish and I can keep our heads above water.
hooked Hedda’s skin is Pandorah by Aikea Rieko of The Plastik. It is just one of the 100 skin tones in her Astrali line. The colour changes with the Windlight. It’s so fascinating to see it shift from grape to lavender, grey and blue.
toes I once saw a bondage film in which a woman was secured only by her big toes. She was unable to move from atop the table where she stood but only a piece of ordinary string was holding her there. Bondage as simple and light as that is almost symbolic. It plays up the desire to give over control rather than the one to be prevented from acting.

Take This Longing

Credits to creators
Zibska, Daphnis (NEW. The hooks and fishes can be worn separately. This is a VIP group gift. There’s a 200L fee to join but many previous gifts are still available. Ty Zib!)
The Plastik- Astrali Skin[Basic]:// Pandorah (ty Aikea!)
Mad’, Scale Pasties (NEW)
Nox. Beauty Marks [Four]
[LeLutka]-SEIKO hair – BlueNightFade
Clemmm – ReSnick eyes .black sclera.Rack
.ARISE. Ankle Cuff / Black (left ankle only in pack; colour change)
Slink, Mesh Feet (Av Enhance) Medium XXS
:[Plastik]:- Clara Shrug [M]:// Faust (came with a whole outfit called Faust)
Lolas ::: Tango ::: Mesh Breasts (spine)
A:S:S, Art Deco Nails for Slink feet and hands
Slink, Avatar Enhancement Hands – Casual – Small
Rack Poses, Tied for you chair 3 (gacha)

Like a pretzel

Stretch

I can’t understand why random sexual desire comes and goes without reason. The one bout of indiscriminate horniness I can predict is triggered by ovulation. It’s not like wearing beer goggles. It’s like being beer goggles. Sensuous appeal is heightened to the point where I even find myself gorgeous. (Well played, hormones, well played.) I don’t know why I got to feeling unrestrainedly aroused and kinky last week. But it prompted me to finally try my hand at a few shibari pics. Looking at these images now, when my desire has receded, I can recommend only the shoes from Bowchicka. They are nothing but colour-change ribbons tied around the ankle and an ouch-inspiring spike heel.
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Rusty

Icarette When she falls, it’s not from heaven. But her shoes are divine. (And a gift from the subscriber at ieQed.)

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Going to the Erotigacha event and hoping for rust sounds like a bad sign for my love life. But I did so want DRD’s rust cuffs and rare rust iron maiden—and I scored on my first two tries. I have to say that this bodysuit from Pr!ck fairly begs for some bushy old-school pubes, but I had none in my inventory. (I wonder why not….) A fascinating full-body tattoo from La Malvada Mujer is my arty make-do.

Credits to creators
ieQED, rose.sandal.copper (new subo gift)
Slink, Female Feet (AvEnhance) XXS – High
DRD, handshackle rust (at Erotigacha)
DRD, iron maiden rust (at Erotigacha)
[ContraptioN] Junkyard Devil Wings RARE *rust* spine F (old gacha; try yard sales)
– Pr!cK – TiaYme Two – ReD (with Lolas applier)
-Glam Affair – Aria – Jamaica 07 C (at Collabor88)
La Malvada Mujer – Rhythmic system tattoo (ty Faina Cortes for this and for the makeups!)
La Malvada Mujer – Hydra n1 /eyebrows only
La Malvada Mujer – warrior #4 \decor\ only
:: DUTCH TOUCH ::IsiS:: Eyelashes (n/a)
creator Jeanny Seidel, spank marks (I don’t know where these came from.) (I mean, I know where spank marks come from. I just don’t know where these ones came from.) (It was dark, see, and…)
:[Plastik]:- Krysis Earring-Liara [L-Short]:// Eastern Sunrise (this was a special edition; there are many more styles)
Amacci Hair, Maria ~ Dark Copper
Slink, Avatar Enhancement Hands – Casual – XSmall
pose one: Kirin, Lost in Space pack at Pose Fair
pose two: Kirin, Burlesque pack (former Collabor88)

To Sir, with longing

balletb1xx A while back, I stopped doing nudes and pictures of BDSM ensembles. I was frustrated. I couldn’t get Pleisure on blog feeds. On Flickr, I have to consign any pics with boobage to a circle in purgatory, from which said pics cannot be added to a lot of groups. (Hey hello love ya to the fashion groups that do allow nudity!) I decided that if my job is to promote the works sent to me by my beloved sponsors, I have to keep my av covered and sexless. But I can hardly maintain that position when a large portion of the SL community needs to know that ballet boots are now beautiful. Thanks in part to Voshie Paine of La Petite Morte, whose colourful laced satin boots are the highlight of Genre’s current round of BDSM attire. Did you know that “la petite morte” is a poetic euphemism for orgasm? The “little death” of pleasurable self-extinction.

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Never had the vapours

warycnsrcrp Not knowing when SSB will be introduced means never knowing if a post will be my last. I keep debating whether I’d like to go out on a kinky note or a cute one. Honestly, I’d rather go out kinky, but I am not going to blog only leather and latex in order to ensure that my last post gets me in a sweat. If you are looking for newness today, look at Razor’s Infinity Bodysuit and at the punker-than-thou pumps by Hollyhood. You can see an extra picture featuring Portia’s back and back-of-leg tattoos on my Flickr page.
wallcnsr I like to think of today’s post as one of my most successful efforts to take a perfectly innocent pose prop and make it dirty. Glitterati’s Hallway is just one of the zillion pose goodies on sale for 100L until June 31, when the shop closes. I decided to cover Portia’s bits with shiny coloured lights because I am too tired and cranky to worry about backlash. I am, however, happy to announce the second-ever Pleizzie award goes to BloggingSL. This feed states upfront that none of the content is safe for work and it is intended for a mature 18+ audience. Sure, this covers the site’s ass, but it also allows bloggers to feature nudity and explore sexuality without fearing censorship. I hope that the owners will work out there server problems soon.

Credits to creators
Visible:
HOLLYHOOD, MESH HEAVY METAL PUMPS
Razor /// Infinity Body Suit – XS – Black
Pure Poison, Krysten Collar
..::DeliciouS::.. Picky Cuffs (in first pic; wrists and ankles included; leash on command)
[R3volt] – Jade Cuffs [V3] (in second pic; colour change)
*Glance Skins – Anais – August – Black Brows – Big Cleavage
HoD, Chained eye makeup
::Dutch Touch:: ::MakeUP:: Mensje – Lipsticks – Fuchsia (not available)
Latex Web, Gwen 3.0 hood (with ponytail)
[LeLutka]-RYKIEL hair – Bournville
:::Sn@tch, Nail Candy (Red/White Cross):::
Not visible here:
Vestigium – Devilish Thoughts [on back and arms] (LB)
[CheerNo] Femme /Pubic hair option/dark [It came with an old skin and you can't see it in these pics, but I'm crediting it because there isn't a lot of good pubic hair out there. In the past, I've had to mix more than one to get a decent effect. Virtual waxing is so painless and cheap that I doubt this will change soon.]
idk who made ‘em, spank marks
Glitterati, Hallway
GIMPed for your pleisure

It’s sexy because it’s witty

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I think a dusky-hued prairie skirt paired with a sleeveless, collarless t-shirt in an undistinguished shade of grey is sexy. I am given to understand that most people do not share my opinion. Am I weird? My therapist thinks so. Last month, she observed that although I am attractive, I don’t dress to attract attention, and this may be one of the reasons I can’t meet men. It’s true that I don’t dress to attract attention. But I didn’t realize subtlety was a handicap in the romance department. Was my therapist telling me that if I started to wear high heels on a daily basis I would have better chances with men? Could it be that simple? Picture me discovering at age 45 that my life could have been a sex romp if I’d worn perfume. (Never mind that perfume gives me headaches.) Picture me bawling. Between sobs, I objected strongly to my therapist’s picture of the world. She wasn’t allowing for the possibility that atypical modes of dress solicit attention from men who are smart (or weird) enough to appreciate alternatives. I can’t afford Margiela or Marni, so I buy clothes that allude to references to citations of avant-garde design. (Fashion does trickle down.) Not being able to wear Bjork’s swan dress means I have to opt for something a little less obviously conceptual. That’s perfect for me because I actually prefer subtle conceits. A hidden pocket in an unusual place is more appealing to me than a shoe in the shape of a hat.
break2skin Oftentimes, I choose things that appeal to my sense of irony, not to what I imagine is a male’s sense of sex appeal. Years ago, I bought a low-cut sundress from J. Crew because the pin-striped men’s shirt fabric wittily contradicted the ur-feminine neckline. (It didn’t hurt that it did my boobs good, but that alone wouldn’t have sold me on the dress.) This dress made a date drool, but he had a head-start on drool because he’d found me attractive before he saw me in the dress. When my date complimented my dress, I pointed out the conceit behind it. I admit that my date was not further inflamed by the gender-clash staged on my body. But the important thing is that I found him more attractive because he accepted the idea that clothing could be ironic and he respected my pleasure in it. I want to believe that when I forego black heels in favor of brogues in pale lilac suede, I am attracting attention not from men generally, but from the right kind of men. The ones who will get me. (Because only the ones who get me will, y’know, get me.) What do you think? Should I cast a wider net?

Credits to creators
NYU – Cross Strap Skirt, Grey (Size 2) (comes with a t-shirt; at The Boutique)
R3volt – Jade Cuffs [V3] (NEW; colour change)
AC’s, Leather Cuffs biceps (complete cuffs and collar, set free on Marketplace)
REDGRAVE, Helena shoes – 12colors (NEW)
Exile::Fire To The Rain Natural Fusion 2 [oy, so many choices...] (at Fameshed)
Essences – Thursday *light rose* blonde (former TDRF item) with lipstick by The Skinnery (from Skin Fair)
pose: Del May, Grecian girl
pose: Captivity Co, Breaking Out
GIMP had his work cut out for him

Let all my guests come in

floorbndgc I disappear and another woman shows up inside my body. This woman is aroused and wholly submissive. It’s impossible to tell which of those qualities comes first, but they feed into each other. “Submissive she” announces her arrival by sinking me into a physical and mental swoon. At times she does it with such intensity that I’d call it fierce. (Hers is a determined surrender.) My partner’s words and instructions can tease and provoke submissive she to surface. But I suspect that I could call her up in his absence by thinking about sexual humiliation. As someone who failed hypnosis and has no patience for meditation, I am astonished by this libido-powered change in my personality and in the way I experience life in my body. It’s not just the presence of pleasure I’ve been feeling. It’s also the absence of rigidness, which I hadn’t realized was so much a part of my usual psychic makeup and physical disposition.
framedsweepcut My play partner constantly asks me to spend a day wearing a harness under my blouse or going without underwear. This is a bad idea for a professor, who stands in front of people for a living, bored people, people who have nothing better to do than look to see if her bra strap is falling off her shoulder again. One morning when I was chatting with my partner, I remembered that I own a pair of BenWa balls, so I proposed to please him by spending the day stuffed with quietly rattly silicone. The prospect of this made him very happy. I’m not sure why. He imagines that I will enjoy acute and perpetual awareness of my libidinous enslavement. In the event, all I felt on BenWa Wednesday were the balls pressing on my bladder: I had to pee every hour, and I had to tug the ball-string backwards if I wanted to whiz’l more than a driz’l. All in all, the public experience of enstuffment was erotic for about 62 minutes, and that was only because some sexting kept me vaginally congested (i.e., not quite engorged). The early-morning private experience, by contrast, hit me like lightning and was certifiably sublime. I tried to insert the BenWa balls standing up but had no luck. I squatted, hovering just above the floor the way I would to insert a too-large tampon. (Who among us ever has the correct size at hand?) The moment the first ball touched my lady parts, I was instantly and intensely aroused. Without warning, the sub inside me appeared and I was blissed out. She returned to the computer not to tell my partner that I’d done the deed and ask if that pleased him but to say “All I want to do is fall to my knees in front of you.” [To be continued if these experiences keep freaking me out]

Credits to creators
Jaimie Earst and Needful Pixel, Sativa LightBlue (open and closed versions; sleeveless high-necked top or, using Lolas Tango, only just covering the lower bübs; I could not, however, get any of the skins I experimented with to show Lolas nips and the slipping top, but I’m an idiot)
Swallow, Arcade Gwen 02 (past gacha)
Lolas ::: Tango ::: Mesh Breasts
{{BSD Design studio}}Less is more shinning blk angel shoes (at Fashion Limited this week)
*Dura,Boys&Girls*40(Black)
..::DeliciouS::.. Picky Ankle cuffs (can be leashed, come with wrist cuffs)
Dari’s Haus, Lockable Panel Gag v1.25 (free, probably in Dari’s Haus box of free stuff on Marketplace)
[tea.s] Claw Cuff Bracelet – Onyx (at Fashion Limited this week)
~Soedara~ Bondage Sublime Necklace/Collar Black (scripted and non-scripted versions included)
Stygian, GEN3DEV tail (not available)
poses by Apple Spice
GIMPalicious