(Sw)itch it up

notkidding Now in my fifth week of insomnia, I am attempting to trick myself into exhaustion by blogging. Unable to get to sleep some nights until 4AM, but also unable to do anything else, I am being reprogrammed into the world’s least productive “night person.” I am also being transformed into an enraged matron because some nights the hemorrhoids get in on the vampirification protocol, itching like a million mosquito bites at a hen party. (Prefer undersharing and a nip slip? Venture below the cut.)
switch it upLast night I tried the strategy of reading something soothing, Haruki Murakami’s Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki. I am an old Murakami hand, so I was not in the least perturbed by the uncanny man who is cursed to die in a month’s time and is quite pleased about it. I did, however, freak the fuck out when the narrator describes waking up in the middle of the dark night to find his friend—who had told the story of the soon-to-be-dead man—standing in a corner of the bedroom and staring at him. After reading that I wanted to be neither asleep nor awake. I could have embraced the compromise between those two states, which is either mechanically snacking on everything in the kitchen or signing on for the graveyard shift at an assembly shop. Instead I checked the locks, looked under my bed, took some more melatonin, slid between the sheets and lay awake thinking about everything stressful that wouldn’t visit me in the middle of the night.

Credits
Tableau Vivant // Scarlett hair / Color fades (NEW at Hair Fair; also contains a hat-free version)
*COCO*_SheerPanelSkirt(Black)_S (NEW at Chapter Four)
:::drbc:: gia bomb harness – m- basic black (v. affordable, on Marketplace)
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V2.1
May’s Soul, Emery Horns strap
{alterego} gag strap – {WhiteRARE} [panda] (old gacha—so old that it’s cracked and crumbly)
Ama. : Loved Choker : Black/Black
C L A Vv. Cuffed Bracelet Black (Steel/Material) (NEW at ROMP)
::Sn@tch Leather Bangles (old gift)
Slink, Avatar Enhancement Hands V2.1
.Shi : Leg Harness {PATENT-FEMME}
WAYNE – Olivier Heels (fat pack at Fi*Friday)
Slink, Female Feet (AvEnhance) XXS – High
-Glam Affair – Eles Asia 04 A (gacha)
Tattoo Mania, Keru (comes with a half dozen appliers)
{S0NG} :: Chibi~ Abyss Eye
the paddle comes with Naughty but Nice BDSM props
pose one: Ma Vie, Mistress
pose two: Ma Vie, Revealed
shot at Opium

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