In which I whine uninspiredly

I think my second life is drawing to a close. In the past six months, I have been shopping Fifty Linden Friday and the Saturday Sale, slowly tweaking my avatar’s appearance with one or two new items each week—most of which I forget I bought—but rarely wanting to create a look worth shooting. I little understand why I am still holding on. SL is so overrun with repetitive fetish wear that I see no point in buying or photographing it. It turns out there are only so many variations a creator can run on straps and chains. I can’t even imagine visiting BDSM sims in the hope of finding a new community of perverts with whom I can kibitz. I don’t see recreating the literal zoo I discovered way back when. (Human avatars were supposedly having sex with animal avatars. I was meeting The One. I am now too lazy to look for The Second One. Or emote love with a kemono. Whatever a kemono is.) In the past couple of years, I have been extremely ambivalent about spending time in world. I see it as a sign that something or someone has disappointed me and I am hiding. The less you hear from me the happier I must be.
Among the small things that keep me coming back are group gifts from Faina Cortes of La Malvada Mujer. I couldn’t resist buying the Delicate Lipstick to go with the bushy gift brows. (There’s a much less bushy brow included, but where’s the evil in that?)

ALTAIR* momokuri uniform .marine. (gacha at Crystal Heart)
C’est la vie, Jody Rib Socks #1
NX-Nardcotix Libby Platform MJ Ebony (MAITREYA) (look closely at the photo: I think these are not well made but judge for yourself)
La Malvada Mujer – Welcometothejungle brows /omega app (group gift: if it’s gone it may be for sale on Marketplace)
La Malvada Mujer – Delicate Lipstick
MILA, messy eyelashes
Izzie’s, Winter Eyes (fantasy)
.LeLutka.Head.Simone 3.0
tram, H1116 hair HUD A
[ MUDSKIN ]_BLOODY MARI # DAY6_102 (past gacha)
Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V4.1
BodyLanguage SLC, Bento SS POSE Lost in the Net B

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